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Dikeh’s younger sister, Tatiana has narrated how clinical depression made her
attempt suicide three weeks ago as she drank hypo.
See
what she wrote below;
“So,
I’ve bin wanting to do this but I was worried about what d world wld say about
me… It’s my own testimony!!! 3weeks ago, I thought of my life and den devil
spoke to my spirit and said, “Tatiana, u r a failed parent….Ur daughter is
ashamed of u and ur efforts r all wrong and boom, I gave in….
That
night, I realized God had a purpose for my life because I drank hypo and to me,
I said to myself I was gonna die and have peace…. The next day, I woke up to f
sound of my alarm and I pinched myself and realized I didnt die as expected, no
tummy aches, nothing and dat morning, I sought to find helpo o I talked to my
angel in human form @gorsky2211 and he said, I needed to seek help and my
journey for help began…
I
put up a post on @womeninportharcourt page and then, another angel asked I sent
her a DM @noise1405 which I did and she made sure I started going to a rehab….
I didnt only find help, I found a big sister in her…. Before my help, I was a
monster to my child, always sad,very aggressive and that was when I was told I
had clinical depression On this journey of healing, it hasn’t bin easy but God
has bin faithful and even though d mood swings come often, I’m alot better than
I was now all because I got people who showed me love and God who kept me
alive…
Thank
u to all those who knew my journey and have bin patient with me.. @gorsky2211
thank u for taking absolute care of me and my daughter, @noise1405 thank u for
letting me be ur baby sis and for helping me thru dis journey despite ur own
challenges, @lianna95 thank u for understanding and to my bestie @fab_.prince u
made sure u told me how much u loved me every morning and that helped me heal
faster too When u feel depressed, speak up, seek help, don’t stop till u find
;twin Suicide isn’t d best way out of ur challenges #Survivor
#ibeatclinicaldepression #Godkeptme”

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